Stressed? Ha! You don’t know stress. That was my thought when my doctor blamed my latest health woes on stress. Well doc having my period for now 16 of the last 23 days needs a better explanation than stress because this gal is about to punch someone in the throat or launch into full on sobbing hysteria for no apparent reason. Too much information sure? But as I’ve said this blog is about me not you and maybe some day when my kids read this post that’ll know I’m pretty human. That said opening day is Monday — it’s my 20th so nothing and I really do mean nothing can come as a surprise. Snowing? Sure is. Who cares. It’s 3:45 and we have to donate 3 full sized mattresses and get them there by 5? Sure do. Today. Let’s get it done. Paint colors are wrong? Tickets are missing? Ceiling tiles are stained? Yep yep yep. It’s cool. So opening day is not stressful. You know what is stressful? Not being able to run. Still can’t. I’m blaming it on that. I’ve tried yoga, do spinning on the regular, cross training, barre. You name it I’m doing it. It ain’t running. So I’m stressed about that and prob a little angry. My kids are fine, husband is good — other than my extreme outbursts as of late. House is great. Stove is phenomenal. Everything in life is great. So what’s my deal? Who the hell knows I don’t have an answer and quite frankly like every mom out there do not have time to be sick or to think about being sick. I know my iron is down, my sugar is down, and NO I’m not pregnant. That was a 12 hour scare. I love my kids but a third was a little daunting. THAT made me stressed. Not my life. My life is good. So Monday will come and go and I’ll embark on my 20th season at the sox. I’ll get through this weekend and tonight I will have a much needed glass of wine and live by the minute because that’s all I can do. (I canceled my knee surgery that should have happened March 20 — denial. Typing it out makes me accountable right??). I’m gearing up for my next post to be all about the positives unless of course something challenging happens until then.